Monday, August 6, 2012

Blood is thicker than wine is sometimes an untrue statement


See, my family is incapable of unconditional love. They prefer not to empathize, or think about people complexly.
They are not my family. They aren't now, and haven't ever been.
But today, an hour before my birthday ends, I am happy to report that I have found a family all my own. They are very weird, and some don't always get along with others. They are a bundle of rage and anger. And they make way too many buttsex jokes.
But they are a family all my own, and I am happy to have spent time with them today.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

I May Have Posted This Before- BEDA- Day 11

Once upon a time there was a little girl who worried too much. She worried about things that might happen and things that had already happened. She worried that she had no friends, she worried that she would die one day. She worried about worrying so much.
The little girl kept her worries inside her and when they got very bad they made it difficult to be herself and live a normal life. She sometimes hinted to her mother about her inner life but her mother got cross because she didn’t really understand and because she didn’t like to think that her daughter was unhappy.
Although the little girl came close to not coping with her own mind, a small part of her always stayed rational and strong. With a gigantic effort she fought to keep herself going and used her way of thinking to be the best person she could. She was sensitive and caring and always had hope that things would get better.
Over the years her problems got very bad but gradually faded into the background. The little girl had to accept that this was the type of person she was and she went on to live the best life and be the best person she could while always searching for peace of mind and valuing it when it came along.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Fear of Questions- BEDA- Day 10

Me sitting here today, as a scientifically literate person, (One day, an astrophysist. I hope) has more knowledge of science than Issac Newton did at any point in his life.
Any kid with at least an eighth grade education has more scientific knowledge than Issac Newton. 
Sir Issac Newton likely knew everything there was to know about science in his day.
And most know more.
But these days, that doesn't mean a whole lot.
We've grown into not caring, or even noticing science in our world.
E= mc squared is the most basic science equation for most. Almost everyone knows it. But we, as people, never see it in play. 
And that doesn't matter to the average person.
We can say that science and exploration are our natural instincts, but we don't seem to feel the need to follow them.
Even JFK admitted he didn't care about science. He cared about beating Russia.
When we put a man on the moon, we did it out of fear.
And now we are without a space race, and therefore have thrown ourselves out of the league.
The government makes the decisions of our scientific research as a country, and they clearly  don't put a whole lot of precedence on it.
Sixth-tenths of your American tax dollar funds NASA.
Six-tenths.

We are afraid of questions. We are happy with lingering on the answers because now, we need instant gratification, which the universe can't always grant.
We've stopped asking or wondering.
And now, America has lost it's place as head of science. And I don't think it will ever get that place back.
We have stopped maned space exploration, and it is our first hop back.
And I'm only expecting more from here.

Monday, April 9, 2012

Yeah, Me Too- BEDA- Day 9

Do you ever not understand that world around you?
Yeah, me too.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Teamwork Can Protect You From Invisible Microwaves- BEDA- Day 8

If you want to know what kind of person I am, take that idea from the fact that I was unaware it was Easter until about four in the afternoon.
And then I proceeded to microwave peeps.
Easter's always been a weird holiday for me, because when I was a kid I was so caught between accepting my atheism and acting Catholic like the rest of my family that religion made me very uncomfortable. 
We all used to go to my Grandparents GIGANTIC house and have a huge Easter egg hunt, and I tended to do very well, because at that point in time, I was the youngest. I was little and agile, and my siblings were teenaged and lazy.
I'm also pretty sure they let me take a lot of the eggs.
Anyway, I would eat candy and like my Easter basket, but it always felt empty.
Now, I don't care about Easter.
I microwave Peeps. 

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Reasons I Should Be Asleep- BEDA- Day 7

I'm tired
It's late
I never sleep enough
I'm stressed

Reasons I'm not asleep
FREAKING BEDA

Friday, April 6, 2012

Music You Should Be Hearing- BEDA- Day 6

The Most Played Songs on my iTunes:
Little Talks- Of Monsters and Men
When I Decide- My Terrible Friend
We Didn't Start The Fire- Billy Joel
Stay Awake- Julia Nunes
White Blank Page- Mumford and Songs