Firstly, I'm going to give everyone a fair warning. I'm probably going to go all Holden Caulfield. So if that's going to irritate you, you should leave. Let's grab our red hunting caps and get on with it.
I've pissed off a lot of people in my life. Not just these past few months, my whole life. And I know what you're saying. 'Liz, you're human. You'll piss off some people some times.' Which is true, of course, but I somehow only manage to piss people I care about off. I piss myself off, and my friends off and God knows I piss my parents off. With the nuclear warfare going on in my head, this isn't making anything any better. I'm not really happy. I'm not unhappy, but I'm not happy in the way I know I could be, or the way I was. I'm just neutral, I'm Switzerland. I am eternally Switzerland. But maybe I don't want to always be Switzerland? Maybe I want to be the US. But I can't because I fuck things up. The worst part is, I don't even know what I've done.
Everybody just so god damned phony.
Even me.
No senses. Sorry!
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