If you know me, you know the extreme anxiety that comes with me having to see my family.
And I was supposed to do that today. I took off work, I curled my hair, I wore makeup, I practised not swearing and not insulting Jesus.
I was rehearsed like is was the god damned audition of my life.
Annndddd
I didn't get to go.
Which I guess is just the story of my entire summer:
Thinking you'll do something and then actually doing nothing.
Today I saw: My mom walk in on me blogging several times. I swear, she gives me a heart attack every time she walks by. I'm not supposed to be blogging from her laptop, but I don't have any other options. She thinks I'm shopping online.
Today I heard: The sizzle of wet hair on hot iron. It's really oddly satisfying.
Today I smelled: Makeup. I don't wear any makeup other than when I have to preform or meet my grandparents. Is that a little screwed? Oh well.
Today I touched: My nicest dress and prettiest cardigan. Not even worth it.
Today I tasted: At least I got some good food. The food was nice.
Hey this is durpden,glad to see your full posts again 8D, can ya call meh when you see this message?^^
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