I think that in these past sixteen days of not blogging I've noticed some things that I had sort of, forgotten about over the year.
I am, and this will be a big surprise if you know me, a stubborn person.
I know, you're floored.
But, I think that one of the traits that goes along with that is guarded-ness.
Everyone has a set list of emotions they don't want to share. Which is fine, I think. If it weren't for that my list contains almost every emotion.
I let a lot of that go around most people, but I never forget it.
As it happens, I don't allow myself to laugh in class. Ever.
As it happens, I don't allow myself to laugh in class. Ever.
That's stupid of me.
But I haven't stopped.
And one of the things that I've really noticed is that the Internet strips a lot of people of some of that.
Maybe it's easier to share your emotions with your laptops, but I'm always a little flabbergasted about the openness of others here.
In real life, it's difficult to talk to others because there's only so much complaining you can do before someone starts to dislike you.
But, here I could complain as much as I want and all you would have to do is click away.
If someone dislikes it, they can go back and read some of mine that they like more. Or they can just never come back.
In real life, I'm all your ever going to get.
I'm a multifaceted person, but not nearly in the way.
I'm a multifaceted person, but not nearly in the way.
Reader, darling, I have to task for you.
Tomorrow, or today, depending on when you read this. No matter you when you read this, really. Think about your answer when someone (not a stranger- a trusted person) asks how your day was.
Are you being honest?
Why not?
I love your task. One of my best friends always asks why you're doing "good" or whatever you say, so we've had to get into the habit of actually thinking about how we're feeling before we answer. It's nice.
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