"YOU DON'T KNOW MY LIFE." March 31, 2011

BEDA, or Blog Every Day April, starts tomorrow. I know I'd be doing that regardless, but I'm going to change it up a bit. In stead of my normal senses, I will be doing mood, listening to, last thing I ate, last thing I drank and what I'm currently reading. This won't last all year, just during BEDA. I thought it might be nice to have a little bit of a change.

Firstly, it is likely that I will be going back home from next Thursday until Saturday for my Grandmother's funeral. While this isn't set in stone, (She's not gone yet) I'm working out getting guest bloggers for those days, and now matter what happens, I promise something will be up those days.

Secondly, today was okay. I did discover that making super adorable noises distracts yourself from the poor things, and that my friends seem weirder the worse you feel. Trevor, Hippo, Sarah, Ashley and I hung out just after I spent some time with Hippo and Austin. That wasn't the last time I was Austin, either. I gave him a hug and chatted with him after going to the super market with my step-dad. Seeing him consistently makes me smile.

Since it's not April just yet, (I've still got half and hour, damn it) I'll be doing my normal senses today.

Today I saw: Powell-sensei! Which was nice. The extent of us talking was Trevor asking him is he jumped off the stairs landing while Powell-sensei was down stairs, would he catch him. Powell-sensei said he's easily break both of his arms, but he'd try.

Today I heard: Lots of cute little giggles and sounds from me and Hippo.

Today I smelled: Hippo's present for being awesome. I haven't given it to her yet, but it smells delightful.

Today I touched: Hippo, a lot. I used her as a pillow/ thing for leaning upon pretty much the whole time we hung out.

Today I tasted: Cookies and Creme Hersey's. Only a few little chunks of the bar, but those chunks were delicious.

"I love you more than god liked Saturan. Because he liked it enough to put a ring on it." March 30, 2011

I have a shit ton of homework, no blog. I'M REALLY SORRY. But this is school. And I can't miss this.
Thank you guys for being so supportive. During BEDA, I will have full-length posts all month.

"Too bad the cake is a lie and you suck." March 29, 2011

I woke up in a sprawl of blankets, the sound of NintendoCapriSun's voice humming in the backround. Forgot to turn off the laptop. Damn. I always scolded myself for leaving my laptop constantly running, but I needed it to sleep. Falling asleep listening to a stranger discuss their issues or hobbies or life makes you forget all about yours. Putting somebody else's rambling on a playlist makes all of the one's in your head stop. At least momentarily.

I felt my hair to see if it was oily enough for me to be irritated with myself for not washing it the night before. Better than expected. I almost got up before it occurred to me.

I could stay home.

And after pleading with my mother I did. I went back upstairs and let my head fall.

 Not today.

I've always considered sleeping one of my favorite hobbies. Like watching people like NintendoCapriSun or the Vlogbrothers, it's easy to let yourself go. Ignore your issues in favour of someone else. Sleeping reminds me of why even on the worst days, it's worth continuing. And this sleep gave me that, too.

Four to five hours, dreamless and serene. No noise but the rain on my window.

Even with the wind the water out in the marina was still, almost stagnant. Leaving me to drift peacefully.

Today I saw: Mostly myself, in the solitary that is staying home from school.

Today I heard: Anime voices, mostly. That's what one does on sick days.

Today I smelled: Well, I did almost burn the house down while making pasta...

Today I touched: My hair, my stomach, my head. I'm achy and fatigued- everything hurts.

Today I tasted: Pasta, pasta, pasta. That's all I feel like eating.

"'Did I ever tell you I had a dream where my mom was married to Barack Obama. He made breakfast.'' March 28, 2011

“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.” - Chuck Palahniuk

Today really made me realise the truth in that quote. Spending time with Gunnar and Austin and Hippo and even Jackie made me realise that even though I'm not friends with 2/4 of that group, they've taught me a lot. Not even from the good memories, but from all the things that I'd like not to think about. Coping with loosing somebody you thought would never honestly judge you takes a toll. But through that process I have learned a lot. Which is saying something, because if you recall, I mention not gathering anything from this whole ordeal.
So yes, I hung out with Gunnar, Jackie, Austin and Hippo today, just after spending some time in Powell-sensei's classroom. I even saw Leslie briefly. So, I saw most of my favorite people, (Stupid Trevor being sick and silly me for not talking to Brendalyn when I had the chance) even at the expense of seeing somebody how's not so high on my list. Hippo and I danced, Austin and I talked, I laughed and vented and over all had a great time. She's not worth loosing my friends or being angry over. She's not worth any of it.
Today I saw: The high school. Whether that's unfortunate or not, I can't say. But it's been absent in my life for a week so I thought it was worth mentioning.
Today I heard: Austin's trurly beautiful new waltz. He's an amazingly talented composer.
Today I smelled: New paint on the music wing of the high school. Over break they redid the carpets and painted a ton. It looks really nice, but as Hippo described it, it's a little 'trippy' Bright and vibrant and crazy. Like the band/ choir geeks I love dearly.
Today I touched: Powell-sensei's tables, more so than usual. He's not particularly happy with them at the moment. And I occurs to me that that sounds like I'm saying something I'm not. He wanted to move the tables in his classroom.
Today I tasted: Pretty much nothing. Some more of those pastries that my step-father made so many of for some ungodly reason. We have so many. So many.

"I love you so much." March 27, 2011

Today...
Blogs are supposed to be places to get out your emotions. But thinking about it, I don't even know what mine are. There's a post floating around Tumblr, simply asking 'Are you happy?' And I wanted to answer. But the fact of the matter is that I don't know. I don't know how I feel about anyone or anything. As soon as the question is asked, I loose all trail of thought and, (to quote a friend of mine) my mood becomes invalid. If emotions weren't complicated enough, I now have to take whole hours to attempt to understand them.The misunderstood teenager persona isn't new. But it's who I am at the moment. And I'm not about to change that or romanticise it so you guys can be entertained. Even though I want to.
Today I saw: Pretty much nothing. Sundays are lazy days in which I sit around. OH! My family baked enough cookies to feed a small orphanage. I am not even kidding.
Today I heard: Music, mostly. Lots of music. And some pretty nice words. Tumblr was fairly eloquent today.
Today I smelled: Again, cookies. So many cookies.
Today I touched: Lots of poster board. I'm making large 'signs' if you will of game/ nerdy things I like. Like a triforce, a pokeball, a Dealthy Hallows symbol etc...
Today I tasted: That sick feeling you get when frustration turns to tears and everything is upsetting. That feeling is terrible.

"Hey Liz. Don't eat the mushroom!!" March 26, 2011

Last blog is late. Again.
I know I told myself I would do this, and enjoy it and document my days and it would be magnificent fun times. But this always feels like a chore. And I know what you're thinking, Liz. This is easy. But it's not always. And I know that you're also thinking that you don't want to listen to this shit and that I should buck up and do it. So I will.
Today I did nothing. I sat on my ass all day. I haven't even had a conversation. But I did really need to reel from yesterday. My voice is swore, my legs hurt and my brain is still full of yelling. That's not helped by the fact that I've been gaming all day, and watching Let's Plays. My room is utterly disgusting so I really ought to clean it. I suppose I'll do that.
No senses. Sorry for the short post!

"This is the song of my people..." March 25, 2011

OH SHIT OH SHIT.
Yeah, it's 12:05 pm on March 26. I opened this tab, wrote the quote and disregarded everything else. Which is terrible because yesterday was awesome and lovely. We woke up at Hippo's and we (Hippo, myself, Sarah and Johnny) played Super Smash Brothers until Johnny's mom came and got him. But we were quick to make plans, or rather Austin was quick to make plans with us. He wanted to (And I am not joking) play tag. The children's game, like 'Tag! You're it!" And I was worried because I really didn't want to see Jackie, but she didn't come and I ended up having a great time. Hippo, Sarah, Johnny, Brittany, Austin and me played some pretty intense games of tag. Even two little kids joined us. I did pretty poorly, becoming 'it' twice. After it was all done, Brittany saved me from going to Jackie's for water and we herded the troops down to Safeway and we we're going to get food until Hippo's mom came and picked Sarah, Johnny and me. Then Hippo's mom got us water and I came home and took a long, long shower. I was swore and sweaty, but it was all worth it. You know, I'm pretty lucky.
Today I saw: Many of my lovely, and most amazing friends.
Today I heard: Yelling, sequels and "Pigeon! Pigeon!"
Today I smelled: Nice and cold air as we ran outside and disturbed the children around us.
Today I touched: Playgrounds built for people under 12 years old. We were all too old to be there, but we were probably having the most fun.
Today I tasted: I was going to have a nice apple until Hippo's mom had to come and get us. I'm not complaining, though. I got water.

"Oh ho ho ho! I'm the Brawl Ball!" March 24, 2011

I know it's really late, but I'm staying at Hippo's with Sarah and Johnny and we're just starting Kiki's Delivery Service, which I love. Today's been great. We played Melee and Brawl, watched Alice in Wonderland, and ate the worst food ever. I by that I mean that this food is terrible for us. And we're no where near done. Next on the list is Aladdin, and we probably won't even fall asleep after that. I love these kids, Hippo and Johnny are awesome sauce. I adore these kids, and I know it's not fun to read a short little post about how much I love my friends. But that's the kind of mood I'm in.
Today I saw: Johnny touch my boob. On accident, of course.
Today I heard: Excessive swearing on all parts. And many, many 'That's what she said' and 'That's what he said' jokes.
Today I smelled: Way too much junk food. Sugar, salt and the hate that goes into that crap.
Today I touched: Johnny's ass. Nice and hard. Nice what she said
Today I tasted: Soda. I know, I know. My kidneys hate me and I should be shunned.

"WHORE!" March 23, 2011

I'm at Sarah's, blogging on her magnificent computer after an excellent day with Sarah and Johnny. We started at the mall and migrated all the way past the library on the other side of town. It left me full of laughs, and I got some great Thoughts From Places: Home footage. Sarah and Johnny are endlessly amazing. We had sushi, drew, looked at books and saw a couple familiar faces. (My History teachers, Jackie, Austin, Hippo) The afternoon was amazing, and in great competition with tonight. Sarah's teaching me how to play the snare drum, and that's going well. Kind of. I've learned a beat! Some improvement on my part, I suppose. I'm staying at Sarah's tonight, so fun times are in store. As I've said previously, 6 dogs, two cats, two computers, and two good friends can only end in fun.
Today I saw: A lot more of town than I'd usually see on Spring Break.
Today I heard: Lots and lots of groaning and yelling and then subsequent laughing.
Today I smelled: Crepes, at Sarah's. Good stuff, good stuff.
Today I touched: Johnny and Sarah, as to be expected. All of my friends are 'touchy-feely'
Today I tasted: Stale doughnuts. Not a good choice, but I still ate two.

"Just give me the thing! I AM THE HERO OF TIME." March 22, 2011

Despite having no full conversation with anyone today, my day was good. I made plans with Sarah and Johnny, and wrote a lot. I do have myself wrapped up in more than one story/novel-to-be/whatever will come of these things. I know that any author would yell at me for that, but I like them both a lot. I can't help it. I'm really enjoying both of them, so haters gunna' hate.

Any who, you should be expecting a good blog post tomorrow. Johnny, Sarah and I are going to hang out. And that always ends in fun times. I love those kids. A lot. I laugh just thinking about hanging out with them.

And just another thing for me to be impatient about, I ordered two Threadless shirts. (One-I B Au Sm, Two-House Brawl) I'm pretty stoked about them, hopefully they'll get here soon. I hate to be impatient, but I totally am. It's gotten better now that I'm used to ordering things online. That's the pain of living on an island like this one.

Today I saw: I played Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time today, which made me remember some of my biggest pet peeves of the series. The quote is from me, in reference to the 50 arrow quiver. I am the HERO OF FREAKING TIME. Just give me the damned thing.

Today I heard: This man's stunning Disney medley, which made me remember why I love those movies to start with.

Today I smelled: I ate basically nothing today. And therefore smelled nothing of interest.

Today I touched: My various video game console controllers. Good life, being a nerd.

Today I tasted: Like I said before, nothing of interest. I guess the sweet taste of success as I beat New Super Mario Bros.

"Can't Be Tamed" March 21, 2011

Today...
Yeah. About that. I don't even know where to start. Generally, days off are all the same. Get up, eat, write, read, listen to music, Tumble, sleep. But it's the content of those individual things that make my days slightly less sucky. As nerdy as this may sound, I value my Tumblr friends as much as some of my real life friends. I'd do anything for them, and I love them. That goes for my friends on all branches of the Internet, actually. We're not all bad, you know. Not all of us lie and not all of us want to steal your children. In fact, the Internet has some of the most brilliant and talented people I have ever seen or heard and I really hate that so many people don't take the time to find the brilliance here. You know, you will never be happy if you continue to look for the worst in people. Maybe we'd be in a better place if more people realised that.
Today I saw: Science be fucked by Mario Kart. Admittedly, I am playing a Nintendo game with racing babies, future selves of those babies, a couple of villains, dinosaurs, apes, and princesses.
Today I heard: I spoke to my father some today. Well, we talk every day. But it really felt normal today.
Today I smelled: My papaya made BBQ sauce, and the smell has wafted through the whole household.
Today I touched: Not much. My laptop, mostly. Boring, I know. What can I say?
Today I tasted: Again, nothing to say here. I ate a lot of Wheat Thins, but I never really had a noteworthy meal. Oh well.

"Gurl, you so sassy." March 20, 2011

As much as I hate to say it, you guys probably won't like this week very much. It's Spring Break, and at the rate it's going, I'll be spending it in my bedroom. Not to say that today wasn't great. I played and listened to music, wrote, talked to Sarah and Trevor and Tumbled. I've said before and I'll say it again, it doesn't get as boring as I'm sure you imagine. I like days like this. It's sunny, I'm sitting in my pajamas and everything is peaceful. It reminds me of summer, and those days that I miss so much. I've been thinking about that whole crew lately. Those theater geeks that I miss so dearly. I can't help but wonder if they ever feel the same. And while I don't want this year to end, I can't wait to be back with them.

Today I saw: A whole ton of fail on Tumblr. Some blogs just need to get their shit together.
Today I heard: I've spent my whole day with YouTube and music. Mostly Defiance, Ohio.
Today I smelled: Snacks. See, on days like this I don't really eat meals. I just eat a lot of snacks.
Today I touched: Nothing amusing or fun. I guess I played a lot of Game Cube today.
Today I tasted: Brownies. I know, I know, my kidneys hate me too. But those brownies were damn good so...



"Only for you, baby." March 19, 2011

Today, today, today. Today was excellent. Sarah invited me over and we've been fondling laughing the whole time. It's 9:54 so I'll have to go home soon, but I figured I'd blog before I did. Having friends like Sarah always leads to fun times. And plenty of innuendos. And that's always good. What would life be without a  few dirty jokes? Am I right? Of course I am.
Derpden is something on a connoisseur at World of Warcraft so basically we Tumbled and played that. I know that sounds boring for those of you who have never done either of these things, but it is a ton of fun. Six dogs, two cats, two computers and two dirty minds can only end in fun. And yes, Sarah does really have six dogs.
Today I saw: Scary as fuck whale shark in WoW. Those things are scarier than you think.
Today I heard: Laughter. And dogs. And orgasms.
Today I smelled: Dogs. So. Many. Dogs.
Today I touched: Sarah Kitties!
Today I tasted: Sarah Frosted flakes. Not good without sugar.

"I wanted to slap her face off." March 18, 2011

The funny thing is, I only want to blog on crappy days. I mean, go back and look at something like January 13. I bet the post was short despite the fact that that was one of my favorite days of the year. The days where I'm happy and smiling, I don't want to blog. I want to think about how much I love my friends. And thinking about it, I don't know which day is which. Hippo has ignored my all day, which worries and stresses me. But I hung out with Sarah, Johnny and Sonja and it was awesome. Sonja is Dorcey's little sister, and she is very hilarious. The four of us hung out an ate until Sarah's mom drove Johnny and I home. It wasn't all bad, but it' hard not having things float in the back of your mind. It was nice to genuinely laugh until my sides hurt. And since I know Sarah will read this at some point, I love you.
Today I saw: Johnny' red face after Sarah and I embarrassed him by yelling next to a car with an open window and people inside. Oops
Today I heard: Moaning, groaning. The typical noises Sarah, Johnny and I make when together. Even Sonja partook in our foolery.
Today I smelled: Coffee! Sonja's crack is coffee, it's ridiculous. Sarah also had a delicious caramel something or other.
Today I touched: I don't know. Food, I guess. We ate a lot of food.
Today I tasted: Said food. Food that I maybe shouldn't have eaten, but did anyway. Haters gunna hate!

"I live in high-class Hooverville." March 17, 2011

Firstly, I'm going to give everyone a fair warning. I'm probably going to go all Holden Caulfield. So if that's going to irritate you, you should leave. Let's grab our red hunting caps and get on with it.
I've pissed off a lot of people in my life. Not just these past few months, my whole life. And I know what you're saying. 'Liz, you're human. You'll piss off some people some times.' Which is true, of course, but I somehow only manage to piss people I care about off. I piss myself off, and my friends off and God knows I piss my parents off. With the nuclear warfare going on in my head, this isn't making anything any better. I'm not really happy. I'm not unhappy, but I'm not happy in the way I know I could be, or the way I was. I'm just neutral, I'm Switzerland. I am eternally Switzerland. But maybe I don't want to always be Switzerland? Maybe I want to be the US. But I can't because I fuck things up. The worst part is, I don't even know what I've done.
Everybody just so god damned phony.
Even me.

No senses. Sorry!

"Is is because I said 'orgasm'?" March 16, 2011

Oh, today. I'm not going to say it was bad, it certainly wasn't. But that's why I'm confused. All day my mind has been racing. This morning was actually pleasant, and everything was just fine. But I can't knock that anxious feeling. All of my thoughts are rushing and I'm having the hardest time comprehending some things. Not only that, but I've managed to bite the inside of my cheeks raw. I don't even bite the inside of my mouth. Not until today, at least. I've always bitten my lip, but now I just find myself constantly chewing on the inside of my mouth. I know, what a lovely pictures.
Anyway, the only constant of my afternoon today was Trevor, other than that I spent time with a bunch of people. (Leslie, Sarah etc...) The usual suspects, I suppose. I know my plan is to make my day sound exciting for you guys. I guess I'll be working on that. That and not biting my cheeks...
Today I saw: Trevor, all up in my Tumblr. But, it is my fault for not logging out.
Today I heard: Laughter, yelling, joking arguments. You'd think it'd get boring, but it really doesn't.
Today I smelled: Half-burnt popcorn. 2 minutes 30 seconds my ass. Thanks, Orville Redenbacher.
Today I touched: Oh, Lord. The bus.The high school bus. The probably dirty and gross bus. Lovely.
Today I tasted: Said half-burnt popcorn. It went better than expected.

"So long, bitches!" March 15, 2011

Good lord. Half way through March? Already?

Beware the ides of March. Yeah. I should've taken that warning a little more seriously. (As had Mr. Cesar) Today wasn't all bad, I suppose. Powell's back from this two week early Spring break, so we (Hippo, John, Trevor and myself) spent the first part of the afternoon in his room. It was splendid, as always. But it's when we left that it got bad. Me, John, Trevor and Hippo were sitting on the steps, as merrily as could be and Jackie waltzes her ass up. You know, she complains about having to see me but never makes much of an effort not to. I suppose that's noble, no letting me ruin her fun. But she does get the whole school day, plus weekends. Anyway, we sat there for a while, and Rosemary and Austin eventually joined us. And that was okay, I guess. I pulled more than I'd of liked, and I certainly didn't like the stress of seeing Jackie. But I'll live. After a while Merek's brother took John, Rosemary and Austin to Wal-Mart to purchase Pokemon, and it was left with just Jackie, Trevor, Hippo and I.

And it just got worse. Hippo and I were outside, standing, waiting for the bus. It stops for a second, and we walk to get on and the damn thing drives away. Like 'Fuck you guys. We're leaving without you.'

Thus, Hippo and I go back inside and sit with Jackie and Trevor until John, Austin and Rosemary come back. Once they did, I saw awkwardly and read Hippo's Chemistry book until she got upset despite the fact that it's a god damned book, and took it. I don't know why she's so touchy about it. Anyway, I sat awkwardly and Hippo's mom came to get us. And then I thought the day might look up.

Nope. I walk in and my mom is as bitchy as ever. So, I ignore her first comments, and go upstairs to my room. Only to come downstairs two hours later to a half-eaten dinner, because my mother told everyone not to tell me it was ready. Yes, I had to sneak me eating my potato soup dinner because my mom doesn't think I deserve it or that I should eat.

I'm sorry. I'm in a shitty mood, and my esteem for everyone is lower than usual. My tolerance levels seem to be going down the more time I have to spend with some people.

Today I saw: The most glorious sweat shirt. It was Powell's and I am highly jealous.
Today I heard: Glee's Raise Your Glass. Ugh, I love Darren Criss. Even if I hate his character.
Today I smelled: Potato soup. Too bad I had to eat it cold.
Today I touched: Powell's tables. Old, but it's been a while.
Today I tasted: Said potato soup. Not as much as I would've liked.

"My childhood was just raped beyond recognition." March 14, 2011

Afternoon, Blogger. More like night, actually. It's 9:20 but 'Night, Blogger' sounds like a goodbye. And I'm not going anywhere. Not for now, at least. I'm talking to Kristin on Skype after having a rather notsome conversation with Hippo, which has left me just wanting to leave Sarah with my blog. I'm glad you guys liked that, by the way. Onward, today was rather great. Despite the fact that my afternoon was filled with Jackie.

 Trevor, Hippo, Sarah and I hung out, with Leslie, Ashley, Austin, John and Alexa joining us. And that was all well and good until Alexa, Hippo, Trevor and I were reminded of a certain Jigglypuff image. Literally, it scarred our minds. But it's Alexa's and I's fault. Hippo and Trevor saw it on accident, were terrified and Alexa and I demanded to see it. I was going to show you said image, just to both put it back in Sarah, Trevor and Hippo's mind and to scar everyone else, but I couldn't find it. Oh well. You should probably be happy about that.

So, of course Sarah, Jackie, and John wanted to see it too. We did, however protect Austin because of this closeness to Jigglypuff. I'm pretty sure they regret it as much as Hippo, Alexa and I do.

After all of that, I went home with Hippo and fell asleep. I suppose that's what happens when you go to be at three in the morning.

Not doing that again. At least for a while.

Today I saw: Austin's magnificent Styrofoam hat. It was literally just a rectangular piece of Styrofoam, that he wore on his head with his government words hanging down the side.

Today I heard: Laughter. Lots of laughter. I love that. I love days when it's me and my friends and we just laugh. Because everything is funnier when you're with your best friends.

Today I smelled: Oh, Lord. I don't even know. My friends? Which isn't to say that any of them smell bad, they all smell lovely.

Today I touched: Alexa, John, Trevor, Sarah, Leslie, Hippo, Ashley and Austin. My favorite people.

Today I tasted: Chips, pretzels, snacks... Healthy choices.

"I had a WTF face." March 13, 2011

Late. Late. Late. Again.
I know, I know. I should be shunned. It's 1:07 in the morning the day before I have to go back to school after a 4 day break. I should be sleeping, but I'm blogging. I don't even know how I forgot. I had thought about blogging today. I'm sorry, guys. You are disappoint. I am, too. Believe me, I wish I could write long and amazing posts and have them up at 6 every day. But I am a poor author having only written fiction, and I am a fat and lazy American. I'm sorry for perpetuating stereotypes, but the truth is the truth. On top of the fact that I have lost all of my individual traits and that I haven't had a conversation with real substance all day. I spoke to Sarah briefly, but that was it.
And I'm in a worse mood because tomorrow is pi day. I mean, I love pi. But I don't like how cocky nerds get about it and I don't like how over-hyped it is. It's like Columbus day. Columbus didn't discover America, or that the world was round. He was just kind of a dick. But we go on celebrating both him and pi because that's how its been for too damn long. Columbus may have sailed the ocean blue, and pi may be a good system for some things, but for most of math it just mess shit up. Which is terrible, because math should flow wonderfully. But it can't because of pi.
Today I saw: Oh, Lord. Pretty much nothing. I guess I made and ate a lot of food today. Yeah, I saw food.
Today I heard: The First Day Of My Life by Bright Eyes. Current song obsession.
Today I smelled: Pretty much nothing. I mean, it even took me effort to remember dinner. Let alone the smells that go along with it.
Today I touched: My hair, a lot. It was very soft today.
Today I tasted: Dinner, I guess. We had quesadillas. But they had no noticeable smell, apparently. Otherwise I might have remembered it.

"Why are you in the FUCKING ER?" March 12, 2011.

Aye. So I hope you all enjoyed Sarah's lovely guest blog yesterday. I wasn't in the mod to blog after sitting on my ass all day. That's what happens on a four day weekend.
Today was as uneventful as any, and I'm just pissed off at Super Paper Mario. Good blogging mood, I know. But it's almost 11 and yesterday's blog was up late too. My quote is from a Tumblr conversation because I've had basically no human interaction except for one little conversation with Hippo.
I wish I could blog from my head. Sometimes I write the most lovely and long blog posts in my head and then forget to type them or become too lazy to type them. This has actually been my dilemma for my whole blogging career. Which has been fairly long, I've realised. July 09' was a long time ago. It still doesn't seem that way.
Today I saw: Mostly, I just heard. Music. I guess I failed at Super Paper Mario, and therefore had to sit through watching, and playing that.
Today I heard: A lot of... music. Mostly Wind Waker music, watching Chuggaaconroy's Let's Play.
Today I smelled: Uhm.... Oh, God. Apples? The unfortunate smell of my teenage brother? Let's go with that.
Today I touched: Oh my God. I made biscuits. Yeah, I touched biscuits.
Today I tasted: Aforementioned biscuits. Yum!

"Shakin' babies on this magical call." March 12, 2011- Guest Blogger- Sarah Derpden

Ello there. My name is Sarah(AKA Derpden), and I am guest writing for Liz 'cause she doesn't want to blog right now.
I guess I will write a litte about myself. I go to Kay-Hi, I am a nerd and a stalker/creeper.
Since this is a blog I think I should talk about my day. So I guess my day was fine, it had its normal pelvic thrusts down the hall while making orgasm noises.
I had a nice share of strange looks from people too, it was great.
Now you know more about one of Liz's stalker-ish friends.
It's nice meeting you all. :)
<3
Today I saw: Glee with my mom, really, really awkward... all I have to say.
Today I heard: Me and John moaning every time we talked to each other
Today I smelled: The freshman hallway... Do I even need to explain that?
Today I touched: Your ....belly button
Today I tasted: Venom... The energy drink... Not poison... Geez.

"That would be less than appropriate and more than hilarious." March 10, 2011

Firstly, I'm just going to say that my heart goes out to those in Japan, and those who are expected to be hit with tsunamis. As of now those countries are:

CHILE / PERU / ECUADOR / COLOMBIA / ANTARCTICA / PANAMA /
 COSTA RICA / NICARAGUA / PITCAIRN / HONDURAS / EL SALVADOR /
 GUATEMALA / FR. POLYNESIA / MEXICO / COOK ISLANDS / KIRIBATI /
 KERMADEC IS / NIUE / NEW ZEALAND / TONGA / AMERICAN SAMOA /
 SAMOA / JARVIS IS. / WALLIS-FUTUNA / TOKELAU / FIJI /
 AUSTRALIA / HAWAII / PALMYRA IS. / TUVALU / VANUATU /
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Followers, I love you. So stay safe, now where you are and how to stay safe. Alaska was issued a warning, however I am in a place where it is nearly impossible for us to be hit. And while I can't be in your shoes, my hope goes out to all affected. 
On a lighter note, I was home alone today. Parent-teacher conferences are this weekend, and they apparently went okay. My mom didn't yell or anything, and she bought me popcorn.
Today I saw: The Runaways. I was actually highly impressed with Kristen Stewart as Joan Jett, and Dakota Fanning as Cherie Currie. Very good and highly recommended.
Today I heard: Music I was home alone all day, what can I say?
Today I smelled: So much food. Too much food. Don't leave me alone with food. Ever.
Today I touched: Nothing out of the ordinary, unfortunately.
Today I tasted: Pretty much every food item in my house. (Excluding meat, of course)

"We should get Sarah sperm for her birthday." March 9, 2011

So...
It's 2:14 in the morning. Daria just said one of my favorite quotes from the show, and I'm actually wide awake. This might have something to do with the fact that I feel asleep before dinner and have been awake for about 10 minutes. I'd probably just go back to bed if my post last night wasn't so crappy. The sad thing it, I actually had something to blog about, but I don't remember. You'd think by a year and a half I'd be better at blogging than this. Oh well. Trevor pointed out to me that it's a pain in the ass to follow me, but I'm probably not subject to change it. Lazy blogger is really lazy. I can't help it. I was born this way...
Or something.
Today I saw: The most disturbing image in the world. Thank you, Sarah.
Today I heard: Trevor! I suppose that's a daily thing now, but we had a really nice talk.
Today I smelled: Nothing, because the only time I spent awake at home was alone, and I'm so used to the smells of my friends that I don't notice them.
Today I touched: Hippo, more than usual. We were just both really creeped out, a lot. ...Tentacles
Today I tasted: Potato bread. Which sounds terrible, and is this gross radioactive yellow, but is awesome.

'Grandma tucks you in at night..." March 8, 2011

"And Grandma tucks you in at night, says "Never be afraid of anything outside." Grandma tucks you in at night. Says "Goodnight, little sweet.

Goodnight, little sweet. (Goodnight little sweet) I'll sing you to sleep. (Watch everything recede.) La-la la la."

Grandma Song- Defiance, Ohio
Firstly, my great-grandmother is really sick.
She’s 97, so I mean, she’s lived a long time. But that doesn’t make it easier. She’s never been sick like this, and it’s really hard on my grandmother. I remember going to see her when I was little. I was the only one who would really put up with it.  It was a special thing for me and my grandmother. But, in the event that she passes, I’ll be going back home for the funeral, probably without Tumblr or Blogger. I know this would be breaking a promise to myself. But it's not something I would want to blog about anyway. If this were to happen, after I got back, I would continue on as usual.
I really don't want to blog. I don't have news other than that. I'm sorry, guys.

"Because the first lady is also a sassy lady." March 7, 2011

Wow, today was no blog worthy. Much of it was being forced to see Jackie. But I did see people I do like: Hamish, Trevor, Alexa, Leslie, Hippo. I'm stocked for the rest of band to be at school tomorrow. And I took out the library's copy of The Fellowship of the Ring, since I've wanted to re-read it.
Today I saw: Leslie, Leslie. I adore her.
Today I heard: Myself laugh, at me using my own quote in response to this. Oh, Michelle, you so sassy.
Today I smelled: Leslie, again. She smelled delightful, as she had just bathed when I saw her.
Today I touched: A lot less than I would've liked. I wish I could say Sarah or Austin, because I haven't seen them in weeks, but they won't be at school until tomorrow.
Today I tasted: Again, pretty much nothing of interest. We had these spinach things for dinner that were good. That's pretty much it.

"I hope things went okay today.." March 6, 2011

I just took the most lush (No pun intended) bubble bath, while story ideas popped into my head. Honestly, today wasn't amazing. My grades suck, my phone's being a moron, my parents are angry and I've hardly gotten to speak to Trevor or Hippo. But I'm feeling okay. Honestly, the weekends leave me out of whack and I prefer seeing me friends. Even if it means seeing Jackie. The band kids still won't be back until Monday night, so I can't speak to Gunnar. But it'll be nice having that last day of Hippo and me before she gets sucked off by them again. I got some reading done, some ideas thought up and I'm ready for school tomorrow. Something I haven't been able to honestly say in a while.
Today I saw: My Snow Fairy shower gel finally getting use as a bubble bath. Amazingly relaxing.
Today I heard: Music, mostly. The usual Sunday stuff.
Today I smelled: Two scents I usually don't like in my bath. They were still rather... icky.
Today I touched: The book I'm reading, Sleep Walking in Daylight by Elizabeth Flock.
Today I tasted: Homemade clam chowder. Good, but spicy!

"He also wore a hairnet on his face." March 5, 2011

I need to stop waiting until 10:54 to blog. I want to be lulled to sleep by Let's Play Bango-Tooie, not blogging and having to deal with the fact that I did nearly nothing today. Plus all I can wonder is if Trevor will read this, because I gave him my blog.

Anyway, I supposed to be working concessions with AC/DC today, but I woke up late. Apparently, it was great, though. Jackson wore a hairnet on his face and Marco sang. Which I'm not sad I missed, he's not an amazing singer. He's not even a sub-par singer. He's just a very terrible singer.

All in all, I'm sad I missed it, but I needed today off. Off to sleep!

After I take another ten minutes to write me senses.

Today I saw: My siblings, after we were forced on each other by our parents. Lovely.

Today I heard: My sibling's music. It's only meh, not particularly amazing.

Today I smelled: Pretty much nothing. But I did smell my shampoo, (Long Term Relationship by Herbal Essences) which is for long hair. I can't let go and accept my short hair. What can I say?

Today I touched: My siblings, again. Hugs, mostly. Ian sat on me a few times, too.

Today I tasted: Victory! As I'm still only at 5 minutes for typing this. That's half of my prediction.

"He's fine with you." March 4, 2011

I have been putting off blogging all day. I know, such a great way to start off a post. But, Hippo was sick, so I basically sat most of the after school time. Apart from my conversation with Ashley, which I'm so confused about. Ashley said that she asked Gunnar if he was okay with me, and he said he was, and that everything was cool. He knows I like him, but it doesn't bug him. But Hippo was always saying the opposite. So now I don't know who to believe, and all I want to do is talk to Gunar. But he's a Regionals for band and they don't get home until Monday night. So now I'm just left to sit and blast Defiance, Ohio while fawning over LUSH cosmetics. I know that's not a good use of my time, but I am sad and confused so I'm hopeless.

I know this is a short, poorly-written, boring and not to mention, depressing post. But, it's the best I can produce at the moment. Hippo's gone to bed, and my blogging vein isn't pumping any ideas to my brain.

Sorry, guys.

Today I saw: Pokemon, and books. Sitting alone gives you a lot of time to do those things. I could've worked concessions with AC/DC, but I didn't want to work with Abbey or Dorsey. I simply wasn't in the mood. What can I say, they don't happen to love me. Well, Abbey doesn't. Dorset's lovely, but likes to pick on me.

Today I heard: Nana Grizol! (A branch off Defiance, Ohio) I like them a lot.

Today I smelled: Ashley, I suppose. And sweat, which is what happens when you attend school with teenagers.

Today I touched: Just about nothing. I did do a Yeah Writers! writing prompt, today. About Hippo.

Hippo: Wordlessly awesome. My own serendipity.

Today I tasted: Microwave food for dinner because it's Friday and everyone is lazy. You know what, from here on out, I promise to never have the attitude in a blog. I need to appreciate these days more. It could be so much worse.

"Oohh yeah, Jonathon. Mop those floors. Mop em' real good." March 3, 2011

Today was much better than yesterday. Firstly, Hippo and I went and asked the Bio teacher a question about Mitosis, and then worked concessions again. Today it was just me, Hippo, Johnathon and our volunteer. Dorsey's sick and Valena switched her days. And honestly, I'm glad they did. Seeing and spending time with Johnaton was lovely. I now remember why I looked so fondly upon him when we were much closer. Not only did we collect a plethora of awesome quotes, but Hippo and I discovered what really happens at AC/DC State truth or dare. Oh my God. But since that stuff isn't even supposed to leave that hotel room, so I told John I wouldn't blog about it. I totally want to though, some of it even scarred Hippo. But I won't bring it up anymore so she can suppress being told about it at all. All in all, I had a great time. Let's hope tomorrow is as fun.
Today I saw: The mental image of some pretty... weird/odd/gross things that happened at AC/DC State truth or dare.
Today I heard: Laughter. So much of it. I simply love laughing. I ought to do that more.
Today I smelled: The seinmen. Don't even ask. Just, let it be.
Today I touched: Cups. A lot of cups. I worked candy, but I also helped John with waters and sodas and things like that.
Today I tasted: The not-so-sweet taste of failure as I forgot what sense came after 'heard'. Oh well.

"I HATE YOU ALL. WALK OUT OF MY LIFE. OUT." March 2, 2011

So, first of all I have to say that blogs will probably be short this week. AC/DC (Well really me, Hippo, Dorsey, Johnathon and Valena plus two volunteers) has to work concessions until Saturday.
Other than concessions, today started average. Saw and hugged Trevor. But then things got a little different. Hippo and I ran up the stairs to the Science wing to help bring down things for concessions. But I instead first tripped and then kissed the floor, landing on my right knee. After rolling around slightly, Hippo found me and gave me a piggy back ride downstairs and it got better over time. It's still a little sore, but I'll survive.  The first day being today, I had an okay time, but it honestly wasn't as fun as Choir concessions. I was quiet mostly because Hippo has forced me into self-consciousness about not only my voice, but my OCD. In fact everyone there is a total douche canoe. They would walk by and mess up my candy setup, or Dorsey would just fondle the Junior Mints. At first I couldn't figure out why I liked Choir more. But, looking back, I was more comfortable with them, and everyone was much more upbeat. Valena and Dorsey always end up leaving me feeling dull and self conscious. Not to say I didn't have fun. I did.
Today I saw: A lot of typos that aren't really typos. Blogger doesn't believe in Valenia and Dorsey's names. They are apparently lies. As is the initialism 'OCD'
Today I heard: Complaining. Not even from me. From AC/DC, mostly. They don't appear to like concessions.
Today I smelled: Sweat a burnin'. See, Wilbur brought his ShakeWeight to give to Valena. We tried it out. HILARIOUS.
Today I touched: Candy, candy, candy. I also work the candy stand when we do game concessions.
Today I tasted: Sprite+Mountain Dew, which is actually good. Too bad it looks like yellow cake and some pretty non-edible elements.

"Is Mormonism a branch off another religion or it's own?" "Well, they stole the first two books but they also added a third one and called it 'Return of The King' so..." March 1, 2011

Two months down, already! I can't believe it, actually. And while Tuesdays are usually the worst days of the week, school was good. I spent the whole afternoon with Hippo and Trevor, only stopping to ask Powell the above question. Lord of the Rings reference for those unaware.
Anyway, the whole afternoon was lovely. Hippo had to leave before Trevor and I, so we were left alone for about another hour. We danced for a large portion of it, actually. A thing neither of us happen to be particularly good at.
No senses today, I'm being kicked off. Sorry guys!