Liz forgot a quote oops. February 8, 2011

People say that that people are brought into our lives for a reason. Bringing something we must learn and we are lead to those of help us most to grow if we let them and we help them in return. Yes, I did that on memory, no I am not here to quote Wicked.But the resent dropping out of people in life has left me to think a lot about this. Is it true? I mean, even the person who acted like my friend and now talks behind my back snidely had taught me things. Admittedly, they weren’t things I didn’t know before. The things I learned were more things about her and about people than things that I will let change me drastically. Sometimes I felt like this person spent time with me because she had to, not because she wanted to. I mean she had to in order to see our other mutual friends. But even if she didn’t, was she worth it? I don’t know where I’m going with this, but it’s just been on my mind. I mean, the other person in this situation taught me plenty of things, and I honestly think was worth the pain I had after loosing him. But I feel like this girl caused a momentary lapse in my life, and I’m struggling to find a way to come out of it feeling like I’ve gained anything. And I hate that. If something is this upsetting I should at least get something out of it other than pain.
And yeah, that's what I thought about today. I basically spent today alone because Hippo was with Gunnar and Caroline. (Austin and Leslie are out at Jazz Fest, still) So I didn't see her until before I left and now we're on Skype. And that's that.
Today I saw: Several assorted locations in the high school. Usually landing, places I haven't been to in ages.
Today I heard: A lot of voices, but I didn't see many faces.
Today I smelled: My mom's car. More than once, like usual.
Today I touched: My math book, more than usual. Good or bad, you choose.
Today I tasted: FOOOOD. I according to Hippo. Which is true, I had a really good apple.